The Trick is to Keep Breathing

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Operation: LOSE THE WEIGHT CHUBBY has officially commenced.

I am currently 237.6 lbs. My goal is to get below 200. My target goal is around 175. I have clothed that I want to wear that look really good. I am not going on pills or a crazy fad diet. I am going to do it the d fashioned way, eating healthier, and being more active. On top of my usual posts I will be updating you through the whole process. Feel fee if anyone wants to tag along. Things are always easier when you have friends to help each other. Wish me luck!!!

I can’t sleep because I have a million things in my head. I really want to get my career started, but I seem to be motionless. I know that I can do a million things, but I don’t have the decisiveness to stick with one thing. I think that deep down I’m afraid of taking a risk and falling flat on my ass. I sometimes wish that life was kind if like school where you had someone tell you what to do. I guess I want someone to tell me what to do so that I would be free of the responsibility. I know this feeling is temporary but I wish it would pass. I guess for now I need to put on my big boy pants and be an adult. I am no longer a teenager, I am a man who needs to make his own way. I know I can do this…give me the strength to persevere. Thanks for listening, whoever is out there.

I am gonna see X-men First Class in twenty minutes. I am currently trying smuggle Carl Jr, because I don’t feel like being financially raped by the movie theatre. Wish me luck!!

Looking for a job really sucks ass. I wish I could just go see a potential employer and let them know that they need look no further because I have arrived. I am pretty flexible with where I work. I just want to get my career life started, so that I could move forward with my life. I sometimes wish that I could save the life of an immensely rich person and have them reward with with a couple of million dollars, just as a start to moving forward. I hope it doesn’t make me a bad person. I just want to get this show on the road. Wish me luck!!

If you haven’t noticed already, I am kind of a big biology nerd who love reading. I obviously love the HP series, if you haven’t seen my recent posts. I think its because the final installment of the franchise is two weeks away. I just thought I would let people know that there are more dimensions to me. I have my BS in Organismal & Conservation biology. I love everything biology, and everything animals. My dream in life is to save the world one animal at a time. I have many varying views on life, love, science, religion, politics, and so much more. I have recently hit a detour along my career path,and now I am feeling the pressures of life to be decisive and steadfast in my decision. I have so many things that I could do well in, its just a matter of picking something that will give me the financial security I need to take the next step in life. I feel so frustrated and overwhelmed. I know that it will pass like all things, it just sucks when your going through the mucky parts of life. Feel free to ask me anything you’d like.